I'm just awestruck in general. After years solving the cryptos in the newspaper, I thought I was pretty good. When I got here and saw that top 10 line up, I was blown away. I had the same reaction a lot of newcomers have. Thinking there must be a trick. Realized that there was no trick, and that I was in the presence of Crypto greatness.
Then when you look in at the chat room and see those same people being kind and friendly and offering to help it really does blow you away.